Waiting is Long

“I am a student of Class 10, eagerly awaiting my board exams. My family situation is not very good. Consequently, amidst the current circumstances, disappointment has been growing at home day by day. The online classes of the school have started. But alas, even God couldn’t provide a smartphone. This day has been eagerly awaited for financial reasons. The principal’s directive indicates mandatory attendance for those who can be present in the online class. Just contemplating this, I am almost convinced that today I will be the guest of honor at God’s place for a phone call. Almost every time, it’s difficult for me to attend an online class. My dear sister is preparing notes. Sometimes, while considering those notes, I think, ‘Is it a sin to be born in poverty? Am I wrong in desiring a mobile from God?’ While pondering over this, it seems as if I’m getting closer to God. When I go to school, I overheard, ‘What’s your name on Facebook? Can you give me your WhatsApp number?’ Then it feels as if I’m separate from my own self. Think with my friends. Sometimes I think, ‘Isn’t asking God for a mobile a mistake?’ While thinking about this, I feel ashamed in front of God. Holding God’s hand, I feel good inside. It’s a new smartphone in God’s hands. With a smile, God says, ‘Today is an auspicious day and half of the divine purpose of God is bringing this smartphone just to ensure my complete presence in online classes.’ My mind seemed to open slightly at that moment. At least now I can attend every online class. I don’t feel like considering every note and going to Chumi’s house today. Today, it feels like my dream is in my hands. So, neither I nor my relatives are waiting eagerly. I’ve decided to speak up. Too much waiting is a torture. Waiting too long for this day of happiness. Certainly, waiting is long, waiting is painful. But waiting for something good is life.”